| yay its friday!!! |
[May. 6th, 2005|06:44 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dance,dance- fall out boy | ] |
omg! i love having my liscence. i feel so free. like i can do w/e i want and not depend on ppl. its so much fun just driving around with ur friends. i have been sick for like a week, it has sucked so much. i got my 2 sisters, and my grandma sick. ~ srry u guyz~. ya well today me, sarah, kt, and sasha are supposed to go "crusin". it should be a lot of fun. my computer hasnt been working for like almost a week. i was dying w/out it. im such a nerd cuz i feel like my life is coming to an end w/out the computer ~lol~. mmm im getting quiznos ~yummy~.
omg i swear i have the best boyfriend ever. he always says sweet stuff to me, but the other day he sent me an e-mail that made me cry. i always knew that i was the luckiest girl in the world cuz i get to be with the greatest man in the world but after reading his e-mail i finally realized how much i love him and how much he loves me. i dont even see y he likes me, i mean there are other girls way prettier than me. but idk im just really happy that we are together. id be nothing w/out him. my whole world would fall apart. he has helped me through the toughest times in my life and that means so much to me. i love him more than life itself and i hope that we are together forever.
i hate when ppl say the love each other when they dont mean it. me and mike have never said we love each other yet. we know that each other does but we just dont say it. we are waiting for the right time and the right moment. but when u do finally fall in love its the greatest thing in the world. i mean i love him so much that i would die for him.
ooo im gonna spend the night at sarahs today. its gonna be soooo much fun.
*smoochez* |
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| i feel like s*** |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|11:00 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tegan & sarah- walking with the ghost | ] |
OMG!!! today is like the worst day ever. i finally get my liscence and i get sick. i have the 24hr flu or sumthin. it sux so bad. well hopefully tomorrow i feel better so me and sarah can do sumthin. the car that i have to drive for right now is a dynasty and it is a "piece". the door panels are falling off, to open the gas thing i need to open the trunk and connect the wires for it to open, the shifter like always gets stuck, its horrible but its a car so im not gonna complain.i cant wait till i get my car, hopefully next week or sumthin.
well u all know that i hate my moms b/f, well he was here and i didnt know it and i was talking about him. i feel bad and i hope he didnt hear me. ~lol~
im listening to the BEACH BOYS hehe. i love this song. yes i know im a dork but its ok. id rather be a dork and have fun than be popular, snobby, and not allow myself to have fun cuz everything is "immature". lifes too short to care what other ppl think about u, as long as u like urself thats all that matters.
if u have never heard the song HOW DO U GET THAT LONELY by BLAINE LARSEN u have to listen to it. it really makes u think and its really sad. its a country song but its really good. im starting to like country music more than i have b4, like the lyrics just have so much meaning.
oooooooo i loooooove the song NYMPHETAMINE by CRADLE OF FILTH, its effin awesome. like the band kind of creeps me out just cuz they are little to "goth" for me, but they are a good band. half the time i cant even understand what the singer is saying but now a days u can never understand any singer.
x3 random thoughts x3
~ im hungry
~ i feel like crap
~ i wonder what Mike is doing
~ i wonder what it would be like if my dad was still alive
~ y do ppl get labled?
~ i luv sarah, hehe
~ y aint i skinny?
~ how much will it take for me to get skinny?
~ feet gross me out
~ i need to go tanning
~ im soooo bored
~ i need a job
~ school sux
~ y r ppl so hypocritical?
~ y do u have to look a certain way to "fit" in?
~ im getting a hot pink guitar *yay*
~ care bears are the best ever
~ music is my life
~ y is it so easy to forgive but not forget?
~ y r ppl afraid to stand up for what they believe in?
~ ppl are so judgmental
~ iced cappucinos are so good
~ y is everyone dying there hair dark?
~ f*** the mainstream
~ love is so over rated
~ "punk" and "goth" used to be about the music but not anymore
~ i got my liscence
~ i wanna to back to disney world
~ i need to clean my room
~ y am i doing this?
~ is anyone even gonna read this? (probably not)
~ ppl now a days have the worst attitudes ever
~ will this summer be fun?
~ im addicted to piercings
~ jones soda is good
~ ppl should act there "color"
~ everything happens for a reason
~ lifes a b****
~ caramel apple suckers are good
~ i think i need contacts or sumthin
~ i wanna watch the movie RAY
~ all most ppl care about is themselves
~ i need to get my hair done
~ i dont know who i am
~ this is your life. are u who U want to be?
~ im cold
~ whats that noise?
~ all i want is to be loved
~ how long will me and Mike be together?
~ what does nymphetimine mean?
~ how come i dont have any energy anymore?
~ i need to get a life
~ y do ppl drink away there problems?
~ where will i be in 10 yrs?
~ are all my dreams gonna come true?
*smooch3z* |
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| my pap3r h3art will bl33d |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|05:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | warrant-cherry pie | ] |
WoW!!! i havent updated in a long time. florida was so much fun. i got to share a rooom with sarah *winks* lol. i was with lindsay and stephanie too. lindsay is so funny. i took alot of pics but most of them turned out bad.
i was supposed to go to prom with mike but everything got rushed so we decided that we werent gonna go. oh well there is always next yr. we are definitly gonna go then cuz its his senior prom.he is thinking of going into the air force or the navy. i dont want him to go, id be so scared that sumthin would happen to him. he said the only reason he dont want to go is cuz he would have to leave me for long periods of time. he is afraid that i would leave him but i wouldnt. he means so much to me.
k enough mushy stuff.omg only 35 more days of school left. eeeee im so excited. i am gonna have so much fun this summer. ill probably be at mike's alot. but im still gonna hang out with my friends and stuff.
*omg i need a freakin job!!!* i would love to work at hot topic but i dont think i could get a job there cuz they already have so many ppl that work there.
ya well this entry is boring just like all the other ones so ya
*smoochez* |
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| b-day!!! |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|11:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | crazy train-ozzy | ] |
yay im finally 16!!!!!! well today was pretty boring, i didnt do anything. all i did was sit in the house. yesterdsay i got my labret pierced. i love it, its so cute and if u dont like it then f*** off..hehe j/k. i was supposed to get my liscence but my mom never took me. hopefully i will have it by next week.
im going to florida in 2 weeks biotchez!!! yay i cant wait. then when i come back im getting my eyebrow pierced. i love piercings i decided that i want to be a body piercer. its not my life goal or anything but i think it would be so awesome to do.
*she stole everything ur heart desired and now u want it back..hehe srry i love that song
Sarah is so beautiful, she is the future Mrs.Quin Allman..so back off ladies!
well tomorrow i might to go to the movies w/Sarah. we need to do sumthin cuz we havent done anything at all this break. like everyone else is out having fun and im in the house..geez im such a loser.
omg i looooove Save Me by Unwritten Law
everythings my fault..i went to heaven and couldnt get in cuz of all the stuff ive done..u cant save, u cant change me....
i luv each and every one of u *smoochez* |
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[Mar. 25th, 2005|10:00 pm] |
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oops...it was supposed to say i HATE live journals..... |
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| hehe |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|09:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  had a long day | ] |
| [ | music |
| | whatshername- green day | ] |
i havent wrote in here in a while...been busy i guess. ummm well sarah found out about mike..hehe. she is the only one that knows. umm this spring break is gonna be soo much fun. im so glad we have a break from school. ummm today was ok i guess. went shopping and got sum stuff but nuttin to get excited about. my mom pisses me off. errrrrrrr god...hehe. sunday is gonna suck sooooo effin bad. cuz my mom is going to her b/f's house and my brother is going to dani's so my grandma is makeing me go to my aunts with her. i so dont want to go, its so boring over there. just a bunch of old ppl. yay soon i get to go to florida..that is gonna be so much fun. but i dont wnat that stephanie girl in my room. oh well. i have live journals .. i have a boring life so i dont know what to put in them. well i get my liscence in 5 days wooooot woooooot ~yay~ then im gonna be busy like everyday..me and sarah will never be home. well im tired so im gonna go......luv y'all
*smoochez* |
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| bleed these colors open wide.. |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|06:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hawthorne heights- desolve and decay | ] |
today was a pretty good day. i got a new cell phone (thank god). its pretty cool i guess. i also got the hawthorne heights cd. ~yay~
its so awesome, i like memorized the whole thing already.i dont want to go to school tomorrow cuz i have to stay after for choir, and she switched me to a second soprano and its way to low for me to sing, but ill manage i guess.
im really bored right now and there is nuttin to do. there is never anything to do, roseville is sooooooo boring. i should have went to play paintball with my brother but i didnt. well he went with his friends so i would feel weird i guess. ooooo my laptop looks so cool cuz it has amy lee everything, i found the sweetest picture of her. well i dont really know wht to say so ill end it here. this entry is pretty boring but w/e.
*smoochez* |
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| hmmmmmm? |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|03:44 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | rascal flatts- blessed the broken road | ] |
yesterday was so fun. i went to see the wizard of oz with sarah. the actors are so good, they all fit the part. hmmmm, today im probably not going to do anything but sit around the house. errr i cant wait till my b-day cuz i get my liscence, then me and sarah and whoever else wants to come are gonna go curisin ~lol~.
i think im gonna get an explorer but idk. then hopefully in july me and sarah are gonna go to the WARPED TOUR BIOTCHEZ!!! im addicted to concerts, they are so much fun. i want to go to an evanscence one so bad. amy lee is like my idol, she effin rox ~lol~. well this entry is kinda weird, its just random thoughts so it probably dont make any sense but oh well i dont care..hehe..
i love u all and u all love me, dont lie ~lol~ |
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